I feel such crushing sadness and isolation.

It feels like discipline and sadness.

It feels like discipline and sadness.

hoopchild:

Monkeybrain

Ciara Ciara
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(Reblogged from hoopchild)

I think at some point soon I need to start writing about my time in the kitchen. Do you know what’s it’s like to be screamed at belittled and asked to do unreasonable things by furious people in hot hellholes for 12 hours? If yes. Let’s be friends. I need friends.

(Reblogged from hoopchild)

I have exceptionally high standards for the people I allow close to me. If I do let them in, it’s because I trust them to treat me, my time, and my work with respect. But it’s also because I expect them to have an understanding of what I will find hurtful, and if I let someone in, it’s because I trust them to not hurt me. And sometimes, I have skewed judgement.

Monkeybrain

Ciara Ciara
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The moments I spend alone in perfect transcendence are the ones I keep to myself. They’re the secrets I don’t share. Like today’s sunset at the beach. On a log with my skateboard.

Home is walking into rooms and seeing pillow cases stained with memories only you’ll remember. 
Home is a bathtub corroded with the burden of self-care 
Home is falling asleep every night tired, sad, and satisfied in knowing that right here. Right now you’re in the one place that’ll remember you more than you’ll ever know.

Home is walking into rooms and seeing pillow cases stained with memories only you’ll remember.
Home is a bathtub corroded with the burden of self-care
Home is falling asleep every night tired, sad, and satisfied in knowing that right here. Right now you’re in the one place that’ll remember you more than you’ll ever know.

He’s the little creature I love most in the world. The only two things I can’t live without are art and my cat. Everything else is temporary and fleeting and potentially harmful.

He’s the little creature I love most in the world. The only two things I can’t live without are art and my cat. Everything else is temporary and fleeting and potentially harmful.